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Tension-free Vaginal Tape Mesh Medical Corruption Update
No one wants to read about medical fraud. It shouldn’t happen. It does though so suck it up – the victims do. As a topic, it is extremely difficult to write about. This is why it’s rare to hear a victim’s story directly. My blog is a direct result of my victimhood as it’s been…
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Freezer Politics
My observations on packing items into the freezer and the way certain foods behave when frozen and limited for space. It occurred to me that standard food items can be equated to organisations. 1. Fish fingers are like the military. They are strong in their boxes of ten.However, once opened, once the box has been…
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Mixed Judgement – poem
My dna is a blend No trend Just less focus then. Nine different ethnicity’s, That’s me A unique diversity With four nationalities. Still, all the same Suspicious friends remain Disgusted by me Their eyes are fine but, Unable to compute They’re all but blind. Never found in groups Out of the loop Enables one To…
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Pepsi Go Do One
Anyone following will know I’m ill. Locked in a legal and medical abyss. Long story short, I recently came out of a ten day vomit fest. I’ve not kept a meal down long enough to help so am now also thoroughly exhausted. My ‘go to’ drink, in this situation, is Pepsi. Someone else will pull…
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Happy Little Peas – poem
Happy Little Peas- poem * In front of me I’ve an orchid in bloom, it shivers as I type It’s pink, purplely blue and makes my table bright. Next there is the book, a special thing in itself Each one has brought me happiness sat upon the shelf I do love a bee, flying happily…
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Church – pagan poem
Anchors of old lie cold beneath stone Above them all choristers sing, carolling Leathered toes can’t stop the rot The feeling, frozen, finds it’s way Tendrils through cracks in the flooring Into the soles of those listening Boring A tangible thought A fleet feeling Sparks fly but I stand grounded In days gone by History…
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People Are Idiots Including Me – poem
You’re no different Not that I can see Everything you’re thinking Is just like me * Do no harm Is easy to believe Simple rules for all Fairly easy to achieve * And yet we seem divided But that is all it is A screen of smoke and mirrors Telling us what isn’t Is (end)…
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Worth – poem
What do I do of value? It bares down on me every day The question of my productivity Just won’t go away * They tell me it’s not enough to be a mother It’s not enough to be a nanny too It’s not enough to support those I see It sure is not enough to…
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Elburton Road – Song
Listen to Elburton Road (phonerecord) by SammieBigHeart https://on.soundcloud.com/b1uFv Elburton Road – Song (verse1) In February 1970 it must have been cold As the grey bus drove her along Elburton Road On the way there, she’d a baby to hold But she travelled home alone The baby grew cute and clumsy And wondered ’bout her mother…
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Grandad’s.
I lost my grizzly faced Grandpa when I was thirteen years old. He used to call me Samuel – which I loved. He smoked a lot, suffered from ulcerated legs and was extremely, unfortunately, overweight. To be honest I didn’t spend a whole lot of time with him – not as much as I’d have…
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Regret – Poem
I greeted a man with two dogs I’ve no idea why my mind was a fog He told me he’d give me the dogs To go home to his wife Rescue centre said “mother and son come as one” As him and his Philipino wife survive Just think of where they could be If only…
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First Stage TVT Removal Completed
My, apologies for the running condition of this site. I will get around to fixing all the broken links. It seems like things got bent out of shape without me being around to fix it. I will sort it out soon. Most importantly I have pretty much recovered from the first stages of the TVT…
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Nine Days – Poem
Nine days waiting added to the seventeen years Should seem like no time at all Yet, as age passes as each second falls Can my life be returned? The question, it burns. The question, like the pain, returns. Futile distractions Dampen anger’s call to action ********************** Actually written back in August when I was waiting…
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What a Trick.
PHARMA WINS AGAIN I have to commend Pharmaceutical companies. They’ve managed to secure billions of dollars and pounds via funding but cured nothing. Not only have they cured nothing but every disease has risen, there are hundreds of new diseases and our chances of dying from them have gone up too. Yearly, pharmaceutical companies use…
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What Does Matter?
CAN NATIONAL HEALTHCARE CARE? The disabled carpark was cordoned off with a tall, thick metal wire fence. Two heavily bearded security men eyed me suspiciously when I pulled my car alongside them and asked where I could park. Gesturing with hand signals I was told to carry on driving as there was no way through.…
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How Long Is A Piece of TVT Mesh?
To a removal surgeon, this is a pertinent question. They must remove the fragmented, migrated mesh from internal organs, nerves and tissues its adhered to. For the surgeon’s patients the question is measured in years of pain and misery. They wait patiently trying not to upset the removal surgeon. The rare surgeons who have the…
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Forward
I look forward to walking away To surviving, not just staying alive Repetitive twenty four hour challenge to anchor courage Resist Why does anyone get up with nowhere to go? The future knows enjoyable Long walks through lush green forests pull me forward To see happy dogs chase squirrels and sniff tracks Witness scents of…
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Peppered Care
People claim we live in a destructive world A world full of pain, hunger and greed They say that we start left and end up right, but this hasn’t happened to me I live in a world peppered by kindness It is all around It lives in tiny places and needs not be evaluated;just know…
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Ring of Finite Burden
POEM How does one get rid of a ring most people see value in? Worse than a crown. A crown just weighs you down. A mathematical equation to subdue nations A amazing thing Travel in any direction Christian like, it clings. Dreams bobbing beyond horizon’s reach Levelling up to what? Every point scored equals two…
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Fairies Have a Different Perspective – poem
Most roads taken are a struggleClimbing up mountainsTo be rumbled by rubble Two steps forwardOne slide backI flew one dayCan you believe that? I remember the day as clear as rainMeadow flowers stood tall against meGrass scratched gently at my bare legs asI ran across the field to escape herMy body feeling lighter and lighter…
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Perfect’s Dead – poem
Perfect’s Dead If only I were perfect Cos perfect is okayPerfect wouldn’t be angryEvery single fecking day Perfect doesn’t age, grow fat or be uglyPerfect doesn’t make mistakes, break or get diseaseIf I were perfect he’d build a castle for my securityHe’d fight for meBut perfect I’m not; so slowly I rot as he searchesScrambling…
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Revenge is Best Served Cold. Chapter 7. Long Read
Entities in life help me Many souls unseen I realize now, there is no end Mortality lies ahead. It stretches, like light Bright upon the horizon A journey of infinite dimension Allowing me to be free But only I, and I alone, see. SPYING AT CHURCH It was the end of a busy week and…
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There’s Little Life Without Song.
Big hearts sing…they must or they’ll burst. Tuesday evening is Open Mic night at the local pump house theatre. In better days I’d attend with my ex and we’d rock the place out with Pink Floyd, Blondie or The Knack. They were great times, for me, performing live really boosts confidence. Life happened and I…
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Revenge is Best Served Cold. Chapter 6. Very Long Read
caution contains adult scenes RECONAISSANCE, SHOPPING AND LOVE Sarah spent the next week looking at her illegally gained information. Researching online, being super careful to use a vpn and remove traces of the search from her personal computer. He clearly didn’t have a big internet presence. His Instagram page was unremarkable with some St. Patrick’s…
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The Same Moon Song. A Copyright Giveaway.
I’ve not been able to get my head in the game. Finding it difficult to focus on what I should be doing is an occupational hazard of working from home and being poorly. You often risk productive time being frustrated. I used to fight writer’s block and sit looking at the pages. Panic that I…
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Revenge is Best Served Cold. Chapter 5. Very Long Read
PICKING UP THE SCENT Relieved at not having to go back to Northwick Park and run the risk of bumping into Parish she spent days playing Ground Rush before looking at herself in the mirror and getting dressed. Deciding to be productive she looked into claiming housing benefit and realised as a student she could…
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Wishing Wells and Horseshoes
People like to spend time gathering and harnessing good fortune. Why wouldn’t they? It would be rude to ignore ‘lady luck’. A wish is a desire we hope to come true. A well is a deep hole drilled into the earth to access water. For centuries at least, possibly thousands of years, we have attempted…
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Why Do Men Like Stockings?
Is it a generational thing or something more? Is it still, and will it always be ‘a thing’? I’m going out on a limb by suggesting that most women have come across this fetish, I’ll go as far as saying it is common. Men like stockings. I think it’s because they frame the area? Not…
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Queen Elizabeth
Did you know that Henry VIII resided over three million citizens? Let’s put that in perspective. Queen Elizabeth II, who is our current and longest reigning queen, resides over at least sixty three million people… …and she does it without chopping off anyone’s head. Queen Elizabeth II, your majesty, you rock!!! I’m suggesting that our…
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The Game – poem
Are you a nun or a whore?Did life promise more?Fantasy of black and whiteKnights in shining armour, bright?Keep me fed, warm and secureSteel cuddles in the night You need to get back inWhere do I begin?The world will fall apart,but then so is my art.How can I concentrate in all this din?Just start at the…
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Make Your Child’s Next School Holiday or Half-Term a Memorable One – Guest Author
The British education system realizes the importance of time with family and allots kids multiple breaks throughout the school year. While kids may have plans to camp out in front of the TV on video games or spend time with their friends, you should make the time for family and create memories that’ll last a…
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Contentment Amid Chaos – Walk Along School Lane. Journal entry/differently abled article.
Today, 20th October 2021. My fear and insecurity has been attacked by a severe bout of fear of missing out, forcing me into action. Last night I managed an hour at my local Pump House open mic night and still managed to attend this morning’s dentist appointment. Another tooth must be removed but I’m…
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Mosquito Plea – poem
Mosquito Plea – poem Oh, mossie bite on my left knee, Would you please resist itching me? A world of pain I did land when, I lost the battle with my hand. The challenge exquisite. My skin I need to quit. End. By Samantha “unextraordinarybint” Harris
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Pretty Is – poem
encourage me beautifulthen rip apartshame me for your desiresnot for my heart by Samantha “unextraordinarybint” Harris
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Today – A Poem
{Observational ramblings of a sick mind} How much is a reaction worth? To get those tears to fall down to Earth? Today I feel back in tune. The sun shines, I feel renewed. But, I’d even by judged by your spirit As I lived my life for love, innit? I am a different breed. One…
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Ping – a poem
Ping went the strings On the canopy of everything. By Samantha “unextraordinarybint” Harris
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Arbitrary Punishments Given at School
Remember school days? Those days our elders told us we’d miss? I don’t but I have started thinking more about education as I get older. It is no easy task to manipulate children into good behaviour. A popular punishment at school, after corporal punishment was made illegal, were English writing chores. The irony of this…
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The 2525 Pilgrimage
Inspired by a Zega & Evans song, released in the 1960s, called ‘In the Year 2525’. The 2525 Pilgrimage by Samantha “unextraordinarybint” Harris Centuries since Corona Virus Alpha hit Earth devastating our population, I sit here using a rusty blade, scraping marks in hope that I won’t be discovered by our monitors. We use this…
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The Chamber Pot (adult real life story).
Fishing boats bobbed with the movement of the waves against the walls of the barbican as I quickly walked across it’s cobbled stones. A strong wind forced me to pull my scarf tighter around my neck. I had no coat and was freezing waiting for him to answer the door. The walk from Mutley Plain…
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The Problem with Shagging Sheep.
Comments on the medical device TVT mesh. There is some talk of TVT mesh implants and how they have ruined women’s lives around the globe, but not enough, in my opinion, as it’s a scandal. It’s development is interesting. The TVT’s inventor piloted the initial study on sheep. Unfortunately, the gentleman died but his work…
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Friday the 13th Flash Adult Horror
Friday the 13th November 2020 The Modelling Assignment. “Good Luck!” Jessie’s mother shouted seeing her daughter readying herself at the front door. The tall blond girl pulled her Chelsea football scarf from the hat rack and threw it around her neck and put her head around the kitchen door. Her mum was stood at the…
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The Crews See Fiction – Poem
The Crews See Fiction is about human’s innate ability to prophetise its own demise…and it’s drive to do so. The Crews See Fiction AI and Robots are everywhere Not that the eye can see People say; “Why do you care? I’ve nothing to hide, me’”. Is privacy a privilege? I suspect it is. It seems…
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Who Really Wastes Electricity? Article.
Today’s rant will be about electricity. These energy companies are just taking the biscuit. Once upon a time Britain had a green, sustainable power supply. The industrious 1800’s were a time when manufacturers built their mills next to a river and used the power of the water to do the work which was needed via…
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Division and Disgust
Just a little update – in case you thought you knew something…666 the number of the beast means fox – called ‘the beast’ because mum kicks out cubs. 777 the magic number is just the number code for gypsy. You can find it if you write out the numbers one to nine, then the alphabet…
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NHS Magic – The Re-appearing Womb.
My Rheumatogist had asked the surgeon for a Colposuspension a procedure using natural materials – The TVT was a sharp surprise to wake up with – a little NHS bonus you could say. It saved time in theatre they say.
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Disabled Living in Beautiful Hertfordshire – Ring of Finite Burden
There is something smelly in Three Rivers District Council and it is no longer me as I now have access to a bath. There is something smelly in Herts County Council and Watford Borough council where the housing and facilities are concerned.
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The Most Courageous People — They’re Going Back
When I wrote about the killing of seven members of the World Central Kitchen (WCK) humanitarian aid group in Gaza in early April, I wasn’t sure if WCK would return to Gaza or not. The attack by Israeli Defense Forces (IDF) was brutal and inexcusable, for IDF was in communication with the WCK convoy and…
unextraordinarybint Samantha Harris in London, England. 
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